Gettin it all done.
I think the biggest problem I have right now is that she keeps saying she wants to be a part of the kids life and help out, but she doesn't! They have heard from her once in the last two weeks. She has not seen them since she visited Maddy in the hospital at the beginning of February. I know she is busy trying to get a job and helping her mother. It just sucks that she can't be a part of the kids life.
I just have to concentrate on the things that I can control. I can afford the divorce so I will pay for it. I can take care of the kids so I will. I can move on with my life and I am, in a BIG way! No more moping for me. Bigger things await my attention. Time to move on.